Today...early early go deliver mooncake le...to sherman, lionel n chong yan...i reach at 8am suppose to meet des...dat bugger came at 9...lucky i gt laptop n initial d to pei wo...den after dat was band time again den after band muz wait for rubin to pass her de mooncake...she say 5 something reach...i waited till 6 something...den mi n gh make fun of chien chih at de bus stop coz he like rubin...so we imagine all kinds of scenerio on chien chih n rubin together...haiz...all ppl late today...lucky my last delivery of de day for anna...she was nt late...den i finally i can go hm n rest...hehe wat a tired day...tmr still have more to go ah!!!

Today again i was treated by coldness n hatret...i dunno how long tis will last...maybe forever...i live in guilt everyday...hoping one day things will get better...i look at myself in de mirror n i say...i have such a ugly bastard horrigibaly corrigibaly monsterish face...n i often wonder will any girls actually like mi n de ans is no...unless she is soo generous to forgo de looks n concentrate on character onli...i dun have a gd character too la...im evil juz watch out...

End My Pain...Ken's a bastard n he sucks!!!