Damn sis actually left hm after i scolded her...my dad n i spent ard 1 hr to search for her ard de neighbourhood...1a.m. in de morning imagine dat...i had to apologize to her la in order to appease her...I ACTUALLY APOLOGIZED TO DE PERSON I HATED DE MOST FOR DE 1ST TIME EVER IN MY LIFE!!! shit...but i dun wan my dad to suffer la...am le still muz worry for her...den after at hm my dad had to fix de spoilt phone...all becuz of my stupid leg...while he fixing i juz sat beside him...tinking y i so rash juz now...haiz...felt guilty towards my dad la...but i still HATE my sis..may i use tis chance to apologize to my dad lar...

i finally understood one thing i learnt inside tong meng qi yuan...sometimes aldults dun solve a prob nt becuz they dun wan...but they have their "wu nai" dunno how to say in eng lar...n adults r de ones sacrifising for us kids most of de time lar...im a half kid half adult lar...which is a teenager...den my sis is juz like de kid la...wan leave hm juz leave hm like dat....my dad had de responsibility to bring her back...n mi...i had to say de hardest sorri i ever said coz i worry for my dad...so i also half kid for being angry n half adult for saying dat sorri to make her come back...

p.s. my mom nt in singapore...dats y she was nt mentioned...in case to those whu were wondering...