today...something sad happened....shall nt go into much details...but everyone saw a very sad boonfang today...
i would say dat all along whenever i could i would occasionally give boon fang advices whenever she needs it or when she is feeling down...
today...i did nt tok much...for i cant help but realise dat i actually agree wif some of de things she said...
coming to tink abt it...yup in my life...although i bastard alot of ppl...but i have also been someone whu would help n will nt reject unless i really cant do it...
perhaps some of u reading tis might tink dat i self boasting bah....i tink dat i am actually quite gd to ppl...
so i come to tink...wats de use of treating someone so gd n they onli take u for someone whu when they need they treat u gd when dun need they juz throw u away?
maybe to alot of ppl ken helping other ppl is a natural n "shld happen" thing...
but i have decided dat frm today i wan to start treating ppl a little bad....no harm....juz wan to see how ppl will treat mi back when i do tis to them...
am i really so important...some times i feel dat i am juz a tool for ppl to use...
i feel onli completely human when im in front of someone...but dat someone will nv be wif mi again...n maybe in de eyes of dat someone...im juz like de same tool to everyone else...
whu would pity mi? no one...in tis survivor society...u cant really be a gd guy...
not dat i will be bad...i will be gd to those whu r gd to mi bah....
so if u notice mi treating u badly...reflect on wat u have been doing to mi...
i love my freedom n i dun like to be tied down...i can do certain task when i have to n i will do my part...anything beyond dat i cant do le...juz becoz everyone is so obssesed wif asking ken things so got blame its also ken's fault...so i wonder if 1 day i die le....whu will u guys ask?

so plz...tis world does nt onli consist of 'ken'....dun everything ken ken ken...especially bad things...

i noe ken is a easy name to call...but dun misuse it...

dun worry...im nt trying to say here dat i dun like all my frends or wat la...everyone is still my frend n i will still help u all when u all need help...juz give mi my own space n i'll be alrite wif it...

maybe...its time to be more serious to get some respect...