Im here to blog on something sad...yes im going back to school tis friday coz our course has a orientation programme specially organised for us...thanks a lot...
Yes i have speech day performance next week, and im tinking nth is going to stop mi frm performing, i promised ppl liao, i cant go back on my words...and i was only informed of tis schduel 2 days b4 de thing, so u cant expect mi to predict wats going to happen...
I was out raged when i first know abt it...i hate last minutes plans, de worse is it clashes with another important event...den my dad gave mi 2 chicken wings with bread for supper, dat calmed mi down...i tot for it a while and my conclusion, i m going for de performance no matter wat, i still can help out of cuz...but if de time i have to go clashes, den im going.
Im nt exactly still as agitated as i am jus now, but dat does not change de fact dat i am still feeling confused and worried, i jus hope everything goes well nx week...
I am always trapped between 2 important decisions...sometimes i dunno how to choose...i tell myself maybe be bad a little bit, drop both...so far i haven done anything like dat...but i got a feeling dat when one day things really comes down hard on mi tis way, i will wash my hands off everything and jus, walk away, without caring a damn whether will u live or die.
Anyway don worry haha, i noe my responsibilities, i will not say walk out den walk out like dat de...i am still 'ken' , de gd side...
Jus dun make mi turn to de bad side...u dun wan to...i was 'bad' before in de past, and u will not like it if i become dat 'bad' again...anyway im so easy going...sometimes even if ppl bad to mi i also nvm...so jus dun go to dat very very extreme end...nth is going to happen to u...guaranteed...

Did i sound so...erm...rude or anything or something dat is not so 'Mi'? Haha i apologize for dat i was hot headed for a while...everything is fine...relax...life continues as usual as de way it is...

'This might be a road dat im gonna travel down on, a little bit more often.'