I refer to Lizhi's blog on frends...true frends i do agree we do not need much...1 is enough...as for mi...i do have true frends...i am lucky to have more than 1...we don contact each other much...but we noe dat we will not leave each other alone no matter wat happens.

In sec sch 1st day i knew Chong Yan, coz we sit beside each other, and till sec 4 we still sit beside each other...haha fate bah...Lionel i knew in sec 4 onli, he is also very close to me. My band ppl are all my frends, everyone of them, whether some hate mi becoz of last time major dat time or like mi i still treat all of them my frends. Once i saw chong yan in clementi after we left sec sch...the emotion was like...unable to describe...memories start to come back...mi and chong yan singing in class...telling lame jokes...playing basketball after sch and so much more...we also like to argue alot...i also got hate him b4...but we always patch up...den we saw each other on that day and we jus hugged each other.(2 guys hugging walau...) den got 1 indian come and ask us for directions spoil our mood...but i guess tis is true frends bah...u jus can feel it. Lionel is my true frend too...i go Angela autograph no one wan to pei mi...onli he willing, he had to wait hours outside the queue while i enjoyed myself inside...we also went to alot of food fares together...eat alot...enjoyed ourselves...He's my true frend also bah...

Now dat we are all in our respective schs, u can expect we don see each other for like more than 1 year liao...so who r the true frends who now listen to my troubles now? Like no one bah, but occasionally ppl like Joyce and Weizhen listens to mi...i really appreciate them for listening to mi during my low period...like last year when i jus broke up, they were there to comfort mi. True frends in poly, maybe is Joyce and Zhen bah, they tok to mi the most...understands mi maybe even more than anyone of my frends. No one used to really wan to find out wat ken really is...(exclude my 2 true frends i mention above, they know mi inside out) so i am more of a loner.

Perhaps i used to being alone bah, so having no frends to mi is not much of a big matter, but i mus say 2M01 is the best class i ever been to, reason is so simple, coz at least i can tok to ppl everyday. Maybe it is a surprise to u but during my sec sch days no one toks to mi in class other then yan and lionel. And those who noe mi shld noe dat i start talking to a person i know onli after i noe dem for 2 years(exclude yan and lionel again, they are freaks like mi)...

I have some very close frends who also used to be close to mi everyday but we became further apart becoz of work...some is becoz girlfrend, some is becoz of activities which i dun wan mention here i scared he angry, but i am someone who do not turns down ppl if they need help. There are ppl in tis world who come to mi when they have troubles and feel low, den when they are happi and nth wrong they will not find mi anymore, i still help them, coz for someone like mi to be able to help a frend is something blissful bah. If u all have any troubles or u feel dat u r a loner jus find mi, i dare not say i very li hai or wat but i use to help alot of ppl solve their problems.

So the solution here is simple lizhi, true frends anot sometimes u can know by the feeling, sometimes maybe jus for a while then they will go liao, projects maybe u will leave them out, but im sure they will understand and will not blame u, and true frends dun always have to be in de same grps, sometimes true frends cant be in he same grp, coz true frends will have diff opinions and most of the time argue and fight, is jus like couples like dat but in the end u will always patch up. We cant tell u who ur true frend is in poly, but if u ever have a feeling that if u nv see tis person for years and years later u see that person u will happi until cry, then maybe it is ur true frend bah.

In any case, jus be happi, i used to be the person who always feel dat aiyo y things like dat i so useless y cant i jus tok like every other ppl and make frends or y i cant design better than other ppl y my 3DS Max skills jus cant improve...everyone is born to be special in something, and with a certain character. You cant make candy to stop talking for a day, jus like you cant make mi tok for more than 1000 words a day...everyone is special. I found out dat i love writing stories, so i always write them, lame de i will blog, let other ppl laugh for a while. I dun need my frends to be with mi always, but if i can entertain them with my stories i feel happi. So be happi, feel happi, in any case if u really need someone to tok to, deres always a Ken, who has been a listening to alot of ppl b4, so i quite experienced in listening to ppl, jus feel free to find mi.

I appreciate all who manage to finish reading tis loh soh entry, but hope everyone gets a deeper understanding of frends bah...all these are jus some examples, my real life experience is much worse than mentioned, but i dun wan to make my blog sad haha...unless u really need advices than i can share those worse experience with u bah...but in any case...everyone mus feel happi! Cannot Sad! We are already all busy with our projects, no time to be sad, so jus stay happi always!

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