Refering to Candy, Lizhi and Nadz blog, i have to say that blogging out unhappy stuffs here is indeed not that safe and might even raise the unhappiness of other people. That is why people try to make their blogs interesting and happy, im one of them. Some emo kids of cuz blog abt their sadness of love like 'i love him so much y he dun love me' everyday, and their tagboards are filled with things like 'hey cheer up, dun sad kkz i will be there for you' (HOPELESS)...LOL but i tink to blog things abt your anger and really say out wat u feel is not easy...not much people dare to do dat...i noe of one...Candy. For that, you have my full respect. And to show that, i wan to account on something that pissed me off today.

As you all noe, i dun have much frends one...so you can actually noe how angry i was when i found out someone close to me wans to give up...and argue with his frends over a girl!!! I hate that seriously, i mean, abandoning ur duties over a girl...someone who used to be lively...joking ard...happy like mi...and now...a sickly chap...who lost interest in everything...what happened? Can u plz wake up? Whats with dat giving up and quitting thing...i cant believe it...i noe how tough it is going to be...but cant u jus try and hold on a little longer?

It is heart breaking that i try to help but no one actually thinks they need it, except for 1...thank you to that, the others either give up searching for help, or some is over confident think they no need help, so they seriously think they are doing so well. Ok i admit partly my fault coz poly life is so busy that i have no time to go back concern u all, maybe people would jus think dat its an excuse and think that i already dun care. Since this is de case i have nth to say too, anyway thanks to mel for the only member still trusting me as you always would...i hope our performance at the dinner would work well. Sometimes i jus dun understand wat are the members mentality to ex seniors, during my batch, we welcomed them, took their advices, they were an important part. But after i passed down, seems like ex seniors not important le...say im bias bah...but if fang, soofeng xinyi and wendy also think this way den i not bias le bah...cant blame them too, we nv go back, how to make them welcome us? Poly life is busy is jus an excuse to them maybe...they jus have to come to poly to experience themselves...

Plz...be a man...face your problems!!! DUN RUN AWAY FROM IT!!!
1ST TIME DOING THIS, I HOPE NOT TO DO IT NEXT TIME, BUT TO END WIF A HIGH NOTE...ALLOW MI TO RELEASE SOME TENSION HERE...FUCK YOU!



btw my story 'The Adventurous Ones' chapter 1 and 2 is completed...i am Mr. K, btw and another story by Wyatt plz do read it...written by my another frend...give both stories support...Thank You!!!

Mel, i going to try, even though i noe i will fail, but i still wan to give it a try...i hope i can still believe...

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