Finally collected my graduation outfit, one more week to graduation. Wonder how is everyone doing now.

There were alot of things i wanted to buy, but seems like now everything has to change. I can't get new things anymore, i think the priority is to save more money. Everything becoming more expensive now, it's really hard to earn a living. I truly understand this after going to work. Now i have to worry if i will still have a house to live in after a few months.

Just as i thought money was already a problem in my house, more had to come. They only made me think more, worry more and stuff. Maybe in future, i will be just like other office workers slogging the 1st half of their life for money. No more dream making, no more music, no more stories, no more wife. Now i really have no time for alot of other things, just hope to go in NS soon so that i can have time to really plan the future on what i have to do to escape all these troubles now.

Anyway, a really good friend is coming home tonight, at 3am. He may be on the plane now already, maybe we can have a very good catch up time this weekend. Long time never see him, hope he is doing well. Maybe i will share with him my problems, see what he say haha...maybe i just need someone who can listen to everything i am going to say...which will be very torturous and boring.

Looks like it is time to stop being so happy-go-lucky like last time. But i will still learn the spirit of Sen, fighting and perservering to live on. I went to watch that movie wif Benjamin on Vesak day, and i really liked it. Not only the action, but also the story where Sen has to fight to collect debts for her mum who has cancer and need money for operation. But in the end, the mum still die in order to protect the dad. Then the last part Sen cried, made me very sad too. But now she will have all the love from her jap dad instead.

Maybe i just need someone like Sen in my life, who is autistic, and does not talk much. So that she can just sit there and listen to all my nonsense without complaining, even though she won't even understand a word i say. I used to advice ppl dun think too much, now i am the one thinking too much, no wonder have so many white hair.

Actually how many ppl are still reading this blog? Haha...